now, more than ever.
I am lost.
In terms of my design direction. How do i really want to drive my design career? Am i satisfied with getting in jobs that are good for me to get by? Or do i want to go all out and prove my worth? To which, im not too sure of my worth nowadays. My creative juices seemed to have dried up. No more fantastic, cool, spatial ideas. No more eureka! moments. No more sparks.
I am not satisfied with what i’ve done so far, i dont feel i have achieved anything.
Seriously, i am worried. I feel incompetent. I love design, but i dont seemed to have a knack for it. So what i am doing rolling about in the design scene?
Maybe i need a total time-out, to go see more things. To experience more things. Or maybe i should just hold out for a little bit more.
I dont know, i really dont.
